Being in your early twenties is a difficult state of mind. Some are super social, some like to stay alone. Figuring out what you want to do ahead in life can be a big deal especially when you choose a path out of your league.
Meanwhile it takes a toll on your friendships. Old ones, especially. When you fell like someone isn’t important to you work wise you rain check fun conversations with them. I am having that experience now. I am not available for everyone right now. Not to listen to some meaningless gossip of what goes into their office or love life. Fun for me is not in the texts or long calls sitting on my sofas, it’s more of hanging out with friends when i need a break. Going out to cafes or have some street junk or maybe a one on one conversation with an interesting human in the gym.
I want to be independent and currently am dependent on my father. It’s been 2 years since i have graduated from college oh my! time sure does move fast. A year since i decided to become a music producer. It’s going great for me. I am enjoying the process of making music and melodies, i seem to have endless ideas on new songs and my songwriting is satisfactory for me. But it doesn’t bring me any money. So i am also considering alternative ways to bring home the money. This process in itself is intensive and my anxiety has been on all time high. It’s difficult, i’ll be honest and mentally draining but if i get the results the way i have in my mind, it’s worth it.
I for once forging story when i talk to someone, to someone i know i won’t be meeting again but now i feel like skipping on those
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